Lost & Confused

You were here and now you're gone.
Was it all just a dream?
What I thought was a strong bond,
was my mind playing tricks on me.
Nay, not my mind but instead my heart.
I should have known right from the start.

You used me and never looked back.
You moved on with your life without me.
I'm trying to get back on track.
I'm trying again to be free.
But my heart still aches for you.
Wondering if you're thinking of me too.

Do I ever cross your mind at night?
When you're lying in bed all alone?
Do you wonder why I didn't fight?
Wondering if my heart was made of stone?
Wondering if I was playing with your mind?
I wonder if you're really that blind...

I don't understand what you needed.
What else was I supposed to do?
Even when I sat and pleaded
Trying to show my feelings were true,
I believe you would still be there...
With you, my life I wanted to share...

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Written ~ 10.04.07